My whinge
The following is my whinge for the month so if you don't to read about my complaints and venting, you should stop reading now.
I consider myself an extremely patient person and have all the time in the world for anyone who requires help, but I've realized that I'm not a very forgiving or forgetting person. I'm not sure if I've always been like this but this is something that has become quite evident to me recently. I know you're suppose to forgive and forget because everyone has faults and far from perfect. There's a lot of things I can brush off but I can't understand or find the will inside of me to forgive people who show such little respect for other people. When I say other people, I don't mean strangers. These are people who are, at the very least, close acquaintances that you have to see every single day.
If you don't like someone you don't have to hang out with them but because we have to work together everyday, you would think that people would try not to screw others over. It takes me a very long time to forgive someone, especially a friend who does not help out another friend. Since being here, I've been witnessing and experiencing this over and over again. Maybe I'm just more sensitive to it now but I've never felt such disgust and negativity towards certain people before. People do surprise you and unfortunately, it's been bad surprises. Seriously, have some morals and stop being so selfish. Remember, what goes around comes around.
I also hate people who are fake and pretend to be all nice and polite in front of you but inside have negative thoughts of that same person. Don't talk to me and pretend we're friends in one class and then snap and show your true colours in another class. After almost two years, there's no point to keep up with the facade. Aren't you tired of these stupid superficial discussions? You and I both know that neither of us care so don't initiate it. Don't waste either of our time. There's so many people like that. People can exist in the same vicinity and not be fake. A simple acknowledgement here and there is all that is required, nothing more. I know, I know there's a lot of hate. I don't and am not a hateful person but I can't help it when people around me are immoral. I just hope that I can get away before it changes me permanently.
I consider myself an extremely patient person and have all the time in the world for anyone who requires help, but I've realized that I'm not a very forgiving or forgetting person. I'm not sure if I've always been like this but this is something that has become quite evident to me recently. I know you're suppose to forgive and forget because everyone has faults and far from perfect. There's a lot of things I can brush off but I can't understand or find the will inside of me to forgive people who show such little respect for other people. When I say other people, I don't mean strangers. These are people who are, at the very least, close acquaintances that you have to see every single day.
If you don't like someone you don't have to hang out with them but because we have to work together everyday, you would think that people would try not to screw others over. It takes me a very long time to forgive someone, especially a friend who does not help out another friend. Since being here, I've been witnessing and experiencing this over and over again. Maybe I'm just more sensitive to it now but I've never felt such disgust and negativity towards certain people before. People do surprise you and unfortunately, it's been bad surprises. Seriously, have some morals and stop being so selfish. Remember, what goes around comes around.
I also hate people who are fake and pretend to be all nice and polite in front of you but inside have negative thoughts of that same person. Don't talk to me and pretend we're friends in one class and then snap and show your true colours in another class. After almost two years, there's no point to keep up with the facade. Aren't you tired of these stupid superficial discussions? You and I both know that neither of us care so don't initiate it. Don't waste either of our time. There's so many people like that. People can exist in the same vicinity and not be fake. A simple acknowledgement here and there is all that is required, nothing more. I know, I know there's a lot of hate. I don't and am not a hateful person but I can't help it when people around me are immoral. I just hope that I can get away before it changes me permanently.
posted by Sub29 at 9:55 PM
3 Comments:
I know you don't like them, but it reminds me of the Dixie Chicks song "Not ready to make nice".
That's right, not a fan of the Dixie Chicks so you'll have to tell me what the song is about or send it to me.
I'm glad there are people like you out there Sabrina -- Truthful, talented, and vibrant!
I hope you can find a way to stay YOU and keep your spirits up. You're an inspiring individual :)
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