Home sweet home???

I just got back to Toronto last night and already I am angry at my situation. It feels so weird being back in Canada. Everythings feels so similar yet so different. I almost feel like I don't belong here. Pretty bad eh? It's frustrating being here and knowing that I can't work as a physio for awhile is killing me. I've worked so hard for the past 2+ years and when I come back, it feels like I'm at the exact same situation as when I left. Obviously this is temporary but it's frustrating. There's no other word to describe it. I feel useless and like a freeloading bum who is back living at home. Maybe it's partly because I'm experiencing some culture shock at the moment. I feel lost in my own home town.

My mom thinks I should be happy that I'm back home. I know both my parents are and I'm glad that I am but still...I have to admit that I have missed my room. My bed is the most comfortable bed EVER. The house, including my room, is a complete mess right now but my mission for the next few weeks is to change that. There's so much clutter...After living with just the basics and in such simlisity that the stuff in our house seems so unnecessary. My mom does love to buy random stuff, which is fine, but she never throws anything out. I can probably throw out half the stuff in the house and she wouldn't even notice.

Stories about Japan to come....I have to download the pics first